Archive for December, 2005

:: my true color is BROWN ::

Thursday, December 29th, 2005

surprisingly my true colour is BROWN = COKELAT! sum of my fren will know why,rite? just paste wut the result is saying…

What’s Your True Color?
Azwan,your true color is Brown!

You’re brown, a credible, stable color that’s reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you’re a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you’re probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you’re constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it’s by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

haha,people can change.tak semestinya betul,juz for fun. komen?

wanna know ur true color? go visit http://web.tickle.com/color/

thanx ‘garment’

Intro

:: to all cohort kpm :: buletin dari rais ::

Thursday, December 29th, 2005

tulisan di bawah telah dicopy dan dipaste daripada sumber bulletin friendster.bingung setelah membacanya. seriously dunno wut to say ~

Thank you, first of all, for spending your time to
read this. This is not meant to be taken lightly.
This is about my disappointment toward KPM which
seems to me, has failed to achieve their objective
in making Program Pelajar Cemerlang(PPC) a success.

We have all known that PPC is brought out to life
by those who have a vision that Malaysia should
have better teachers, in order to improve the
current state of our education system. To put what
one of Bahagian Pendidikan Guru(BPG) officers
said, They will replace us in the future. PPC
was endorsed and approved by our former Prime
Minister, Tun Dr Mahathir since he thought this
was, and still is, a good idea to change our old
way of teaching by exposing future teachers to the
new ways. Malaysia needs a lot of changes and
improvements in our current education system. By
sending future teachers to overseas, just like
what we did about 50 years ago, they are exposed
to the Western ways of educating students. Western
does not mean bad, as long as we take what is
good. Knowledge gained by these future teachers
are invaluable, but wisdom must also come with
that too. Knowledge can put nations on the world
map like, for example, making nuclear bombs like
what the US, UK, China and India do, but wisdom
puts us back in pieces. If not, we are all be
vaporized from the earth right now, if they start
to launch those weapons to all over the world.

Similar to what Ive intended to say, the 1st
batch of PPC students are the pioneer ones. They
are the benchmark, the group which we all can
measure the success if the program is effective.
Sadly, this is not what Ive seen so far. Those
future teachers spent two years(some one and a
half years) doing A level before going to New
Zealand, Australia, and United Kingdom. As far as
time immemorial, we humans are not perfect.
Therefore, what I want to highlight is, there are
3 PPC students who didnt meet KPMs minimum pass
line. I didnt say there have failed in their
studies since some of us got offers to pursue the
same course they are put, albeit they have to
extend a year more to do a foundation course in
order to strengthened their basics.

The sad news to these students is, KPM decided not
to send us to overseas, on the ground they dont
want to do that so this will become an example to
others. What I want to say is, they dont give a
chance to these students.

I am speaking on behalf of myself, who is very
disappointed to see KPM way of handling these
unfortunate students. We had worked hard for two
years just to see our ambition fade away, even we
had offers to further our studies in universities.
KPM cited a few reasons, mainly they have to
follow agreements and it is public money when we
were put to study in Intec and KYUEM. We are
threatened to pay back RM60,000+ if we break our
agreement. Then there are more. They have made an
offer to us, to study at local maktab by putting
us in PISMP program. PISMP program is a totally
different program from PPC. PISMP program is
designed to produce graduate teachers. The
students consist of current teachers who already
have a diploma degree. In line with KPMs
intention to make all teachers have at least a
degree, they put these teachers into PISMP program.
To add salt to the wound, the 3 of us will be
teaching Science and Mathematics at PRIMARY
school. This is way out of PPC focus of producing
Physics, Biology, Chemistry and Mathematics
teachers for SECONDARY school.This is not fair to
us since we will not be able to join our PPC
future colleagues anymore.

I think this is not fair to 3 of us and certainly
not fair to those diploma teachers who are the
main target of this PISMP program since we will be
taking their deserved seats in the maktab. For
your information, there are more than 80,000
applicants for only 2,000 seats, which means there
is 40:1 ratio. Incredible, isnt it? And the 3 of
us will be GUARANTEED to get the 3 seats.

Why dont KPM give 3 of us a chance to study at
the universities they had been offered? Is is more
about money problem?No, it is not because you have
given millions of ringgit to make the PPC program
a success. Is it because KPM doesnt want to do
additional job in putting us at the universities?
Maybe.Why cant they change a bit in the agreement
to accommodate these unfortunate students who
holds an offer? For example, KPM can extend our
contract to work with them from the current 8
years to 10 years, or maybe they can make us pay
for the additional one year for doing foundation
course, after we come back.

The 3 of us are all inspired to be excellent
teachers. Our love in teaching is what drives us
to excel in our studies but because of some
problems, we didnt achieve your minimum
requirement. We dont study for 2 years just to
fail in the end. That is never in our mind to do
that, nor setting an example to other batches,
that it is OK to fail. Never. We have wasted OUR
two and a half years, getting nowhere because we
didnt achieve what KPM wants, even though the
university side says it doesnt mean we have
failed. An admission tutor from Swansea
University, Dr Chris Allton, told me in a phone
conversation, We have students who once got low
results in A level but in the end of the course,
they got 1st class. What does it mean to you? It
means it is possible to get good results if they
are given second chance. What chance has KPM given
to the 3 of us? NONE. You have given no chance in
proving ourselves that we can strive for success.
KPM has made 3 of us wasted two and half years of
our lives, getting nothing in the end because KPM
want us to follow the agreement and by putting us
in some PISMP program. Please dont talk about we,
being ungrateful. We have been robbed more than
two years of our life and an offer, but it is
wasted because some agreement. It is like we are
some kind of joke, easy to be kicked around.

In the end, what matters? Money, rules or our
future generationss education?Investing money in
education is worth more than keeping the money in
the coffin. There are risks but life is about
taking risk, isnt it? It seems that KPM doesnt
want to take risk. It is like you dont dare to
walk anymore, after you have found a needle in the
pavement while you are walking.

What KPM should do is give the chance they deserve.

[rais ada menyatakan : "Can one of you please forward this to any KPM officers?"]

:: 507 > sheila on 7 ::

Wednesday, December 28th, 2005

507 (lima kosong tujuh)… itulah judul album baru Sheila on 7 yang rencananya akan dirilis pada tanggal 6 Mei 2006, bersamaan dengan 10th So7 Anniversary.

akhirnya setelah bertahun ngak bikin album,ini dia…kita sama-sama tunggu sheilagank!

p/s: to gaban,this is the only post that related to my blog’s titled ‘kisah klasik untuk masa depan’. tak kisah la,tapi kisah klasik itu subjektif.Main_header

www.sheilasonic.com

:: the constant gardener ::

Tuesday, December 27th, 2005

39m subtitle : an english film review in bahasa melayu rojak ~phew

sorry for the incovenience. rasanya belum terlambat untuk menulis review film ni. memang nak sangat tengok cerita ni sebab dalam pancaindera kata filem ini ada artistik dari segi sinematografi. memang benar ulasannya,sudut kamera yang digunakan berlainan dari film2 komersial lain. kadang2 seperti cameraman tu pegang handycam jer,begetar2 tengok.

secara kebetulan juga dapat tengok filem ini. minggu lepas ketika membawa my sis n kazen kuar gi mid,our plan is to watch kingkong 1st before our uncle watch it on the midnite at bkt raja, the same day we goin out.jahatnye plan,saja nak bagi jeles.tapi sesampai je (yang memang telah diagak oleh saya), kingkong dari pagi sampai 8malam,sold out.huhu. (dalam hati best sebab dapat paksa diorang tengok constant gardener). sudah2..takmau cerita lagi.balik kepada movie ni.

constant gardener cerita pasal seorang wife kepada duta british di afrika yang memperjuangkan hak2 penduduk afrika setelah mereka ditipu oleh syarikat farmasi yang menipu di dalam sindiket ubat-ubatan. dan salah satunya dalam masalah HIV/AIDS. (u all also should watch TRANSIT on MTV ;the strory bout aids sempena World Aids Day). syarikat farmasi yang banyak saham dimiliki oleh warga british terpaksa mengkronikan para2 politician yang berkait rapat dengan perubatan di afrika. di atas naluri bakal ibu,isteri duta british ni dapat mengesan sedikit2 demi sedikit penyelewengan yang berlaku.sehingga isteri itu keguguran,dia ditahan di hospital,dan disitu juga dia dapat merobek dengan lebih banyak maklumat tentang apa yang berlaku. rupanya,manusia2 di afrika digunakan untuk diuji kaji dalam penghasilan ubat oleh syarikat farmasi itu juga dan bukan hanya didalam penyelewengan ubat.tetapi setelah banyak dapat dibongka,isterinya dibunuh ketika dalam perjalanan membongkar misteri2 yang berlaku.

setelah kejadian itu berlaku..sedikit demi sedikit si suami mencari sebab mengapa isterinya dibunuh,beliau terus terbabit didalam menyelesaikannya…

ending yang agak surprise,better watch kalau nak tahu. tapi sepanjang film,rakyat afrika yang sengsara dipaparkan seperti sebuah dokumentari kesengsaraan.insaf seketika ketika keluar panggung.

but,my sis tak faham n keep on smsing in the cinema.i thought my kazen also camtu but surprisingly after the movie,dia cakap ‘best!!"..huh. sum of my family gen also in her brain. memang bagus pun film ni.not a commercial movie i think but ada unsur kemanusiaan…

sampai rumah,we all yang awalnya nak bising bout kingkong juz keep the mouth shut. tapi masing2 puas dapat tengok dat movie n not the ‘commercial’ kingkong movie.haha ~seriously true

p/s : review diatas menceritakan balik apa yang difahami oleh seorang individu dan setiap individu memandang dari perspektif yang berbeza.maaf

:: tsunami dikenang ::

Monday, December 26th, 2005

ari ni gusar,tidak tahu kenapa.rasa suram.membuka kotak tv,channel national geographic terpancar. tajuk apa? tekan info, ‘tsunami line’. terus ditonton. dari semalam,media menyiarkan, hari ini bakal genap setahun tsunami dan pelbagai acara memperingatinya akan diadakan. di hati,nak saja tengok pelbagai rancangan mengenai tsunami ari ni. 1.30 buletin tengahari, semuanya tentang tsunami. sedih membayangkan kita di tempat mereka. apakah yang kita akan lakukan? terdapat satu berita di frontpage Luar Negara Utusan,tajuknya tentang PTSD. sindrom trauma. dikatakan ramai yang masih dibelenggu trauma.kebanyakannya terdiri daripada pasangan suami-isteri,warga tua dan yg kurang berpendidikan.berat mata memandang,berat lagi bahu memikul.yang penting,kita hendaklah sentiasa sedar tentang kuasa alam yang sangat kuat… cukup,tidak lagi mahu mengenangkan benda yg sedih…

sama-sama sedekahkan al-Fatihah kepada umat Islam yang terkorban

silence for a minute

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gambar diambil daripada frontpage utusan.warga tua acheh yang masih tinggal di dalam khemah

:: peterpan live in KL :: Masalah gue ::

Saturday, December 24th, 2005

kerna peterpan gue mulakan blog ini.. setelah sekian lama menyepi dan bosan untuk menulis blog, kini gue kembali kerana peterpan. semuanya sebab peterpan bakalin konsert di stadium merdeka 1 januari 200 nanti, 8 malam. keren bangat sama advertisementnya yg tak putus putus di kaca tv. semuanya membuatkan gue ngak bisa duduk diam. tiket sudah dibeli melalui kawan baik gue punya sepupu yang bekerja di sri pentas. dengan nilai tiket sebegitu,sudah tentu gue mengharapkan sejarah peterpan di planet hollywood tidak berulang lagi..sesak dan tidak cukup besar ntuk peminat2.kini di stadium,dikatakan 30ribu orang boleh dimuatkan sekaligus.harapkan sistem bunyinya bagus juga. ape yang memeningkan kepala gue, gi mana gue mahu pulang? konsert bisa habis 11 malam ke atas dan sudah tentu komuter n monorel ditutup. takkan gue mahu merempat saja di kota KL..aaaaa,penin gue. bisa senang jika gue ada mobil sendiri.tidur di dalam mobil pun gue tak kisah. sahabat2 peterpan sekelian yg sama masalah dengan gue, contact2 la sama gue, kita sama2 pikir gi mana selesaikan masalahnya!

p/s : bahasa indonesia yang tidak mahir ditambah bahasa melayu campur digunakan setelah bahasa inggeris ditegur oleh seseorang. maap ya, lagipun blog gue tajuknya "kisah klasik untuk masa depan"..